Every day this week I had an appointment: I had physical
therapy on Monday and Wednesday, a brain MRI Tuesday, and met with my
radiologist, Dr. Bajaj this morning.
I was anxious about getting today’s brain MRI report. As it
turns out, my doctor said there were no significant tumor changes compared to my
last MRI 4 weeks ago, and no significant changes from my last three brain MRIs.
In the world of cancer, believe it or not, this is really good news. It’s not getting worse – and I am pretty happy
knowing my physical downward spiral is linked to prolonged steroid use – not growing
brain tumors.
Dr. Bajaj and his team of colleagues do not know what to
make of my case – especially how the tumor in my pons (brain stem) is not
showing any effects on me. In their experience, the location of that tumor
typically causes patients to lose all types of body functions (the basics of
walking, talking, breathing, etc.). And
if for whatever reason, the tumors do start to change or grow, I may be looking
at some more radiation – if only to try to trick these little suckers.
Although I am still at a physical low point, it’s all because of steroids.
I am down to 4mgs a day – the lowest
dose in a year and a half. I’ll stay at this dose for as long as I can, and
along with PT, I’ll get back in shape, build muscle, and lose weight. That’s my
plan.
Physical therapy is tough. After three sessions, I am seeing
some improvement in strength and balance. It sounds silly to you ‘normals’ but
at my last session I was able to stand up from a sitting position without using
my hands to push off the chair. It was one of the good moments in life. I am
impatient – I want this to go faster. However – if I push myself too hard, I do
regret it.
In conclusion (don’t you love that phrase?!) I
know something that the doctors do not. I have been blessed by the highest
power. They may be puzzled about my case – I am not. I am here and alive
because of God’s hand. There’s no question about it.
Love and peace to you all. I have so much gratitude for how
you ALL touch my life with prayers, cards and good wishes.
Love,
Annie
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